So...thought i would pull out one of those random little updates i do before i disappear back into the dark recesses of my life.

GREETINGS ALL!!!!

wow that was fun >.> anyways... Ive been exsisting as usual not much else, ran out of money this month after being unemployed for tha past few weeks. looking for a job but theres not really anything in this town. (*needs to get out of this hellish state*)

So as things sit, I have a week before they turn off my only phone and source of internet. probably about the same amount of time until they switch of my gas and then till the end of the month when i owe for my apartment again. and what does all of this chaos, agony, and suffering amount to? I'll tell you what it amounts to...six hundred some odd dollars thats what. not the fact that it's destroying my life or my chances of going to college or moving to a better place or anything like that...nope It's Six hundred fucking dollars!!!

money makes the world go round...

In other news still no art. the artists block continues in all of its whorish glory, part of whats probably causing it could be the later subject...mingled in with the fact i dont have a scanner, i have shitty net, and i really just dont care anymore.

So rejoice! in the end all you really ever live for is a feeble attempt to make yourself happy....

The purpose of life is to have fun...

I'm rambling...

and...

fuck it...